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Memoirs Of A Wanna-be SR-71 Pilot........

Prototype Lockheed R6V Constitution

Wunala Dreaming
27 February
Moe is my cat.....Moe likes to wear little hats.

Everything I thought I knew was lost........
Im half functioning in this life, since I lost my twin brother.
It also secured in me that there is no such thing as god.

Journal locked because I cant deal with the stupid!
Ive lost friends & people think its fun to lurk here and call me name, hide behind the computer!
Oh yes that makes you SOOOOOOOOOO much better than me!!

Its really fucking funny the main thing people seem
to think they have the right to judge me for is my relationship
Is the only thing sure in my life....
He has saved me in every way a person can & more!
he humbles me, his pure good soul.

He goes to the moon & back for his friends. He is a father most
people in this world will always fall miles short of!
He is the decadent shudder in my superstructure.
Yet people dont see that after 20 years of
hell,abuse,eating disorders and pain and trying to end my life.
Im happy. Im really happy.

and its all because of OMFGGGGGG he is 29 years older!

Have fun living a sad bitter and lonely life!
People judge what they do not understand & that in no way makes you better than the people you're judging!
It makes you worthless & sad!

These two quotes are words I live by......

"Yay, Mulan" - Ike Broflovski

"I just don't trust anything that bleeds for five days and doesn't die.(woman on her rag)" - Mrs/Mr.Herbert Garrison

~I long for my times breathing trimix or at FL400...(40,000ft)Away from this foolish earth..........
Im a PADI master Scuba diver & a fully certified ATP pilot(Ive flown with Lima Lima)!

When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return. I could never move in this life, if I did not have my beloved aviation!

I was lucky enough to dive on the RMS Empress Of Ireland
in the summer of 06. Summer 07 holds all I have worked for
as a diver....a dive on the SS Andrea Doria!

~"Dance with me across the sea & we will feel the motion of a thousand dreams"

For me thats flying across the ocean, in the history of the world is still an infant.
Its doing what a short time in the past, was laughed at,called impossible.
No longer it be that.....the Anglican little girl deep down in me lost...knows its flying in the face of god.

For my other half in this world,its sailing the oceans.
And sailing....the transportation of eras now lost.

Our obsession with escape....manic moves & drowsy dreams,sailing/flying.
Is what brought our two very different lives to meet.

This summer (again) we will sail a Volvo 70 from the Atlantic coast of Maine across the Atlantic ocean and into Southampton England.

~Im working on my PhD, because I cant imagine life without books. They have been my dearest,most loved friends for all my life!
I wax for days long gone...eras now lost....decadence of the past.
I should have been born in 1715 instead.
Laura Bassi is my total inspiration!
I can do this...I can spend my days in museum vaults, in laudy decadent items from the past.
Write books,that may touch one person in this huge world. The way books have at times,been my whole world
Education and hard work can take you ANYWHERE, you want to go in life! Life is what YOU make it!
Im proof positive of that!!!
My dreams are tangible because of education.
I have come so far from where I started...Its been a total ass kicking at times. Ive gone from nothing, to this.
I do not have room in my life, for people who lack drive & goals! Thats the past.

♥Shake it up is all that we know
Using the bodies up as we go
Waking up to fantasy
The shates all around aren't the colors we used to see
Broken ice still melts in the sun
And times that are broken can often be one again
We're soul alone
And soul really matters to me
Take a look around..........

You're out of touch
I'm out of time
But I'm out of my head when you're not around

Reaching out for something to hold
Looking for a love where the climate is cold
Manic moves and drowsy dreams
Or living in the middle between the two extremes
Smoking guns hot to the touch
Would cool down if we didn't use them so much
We're soul alone
And soul really matters to me
Too much♥

The Blackbirds fly forever in my memories!!!!
I was lucky enough to have a childhood with them,flying over head.....
22 December 1964 - 9 October 1999

2 March 1969 - 24 October 2003
I was blessed enough to have been able to cross the majestic North Atlantic ocean in her at 55,000ft & at 2,000MPH.

I was lucky enough to be at Heathrow the final day...to see "old lady Conc".
My favourite Concorde is Alpha Charlie G-BOAC maiden flight on 27th Febuary (my birthday)

Alpha Charlie-
Called BA's Flagship Concorde because she carries the initials of BA's predecessor - BOAC (British Overseas Airline Corporation).

Liza = god

1680's-1920's, 24 hour party people, 80's tv & movies, absinthe, advoccat, algonquin round table, aurora, back to the future, bea arthur, being decadent, bill murray, binding, blankets, blood play, blue angels, body mods, bondage, camden town, carnivals, cessna, citation x, concorde, coronation street, cotton candy, covent garden, daisys, daria, darkrooms, degrassi, dick & burt rutan, doc martins, domination, down pillows, dugarrotypes, earls court, eastenders, edie sedgwick, england, enya, erotic asphyxiation, f.scott fitzgerald, family guy, flappers, fleace, flowers, flying, full house, gerbils, ghostwriter, gloomy london afternoons, golden girls, hacking, hamtaro, heathrow, hot chocolate, hot sweaty sex, hudson river valley, human leauge, jack daniels, jagged edge, joan crawford, joe strummer, kevin spacey, lieca, lilacs, liquid cocaine 8-ball, lita ford, liza minnelli, london, lucille ball, marlene dietrich, marryl streep, marshmellows, martin kemp, marty mcfly, mia farrow, my stuffed animals, nas, nasa dryden research lab, nicole kidman, old macs, percings, pet shop boys, photography, pickachu, planes, poofy down coats, pretty pills, quaaludes, roses, rugrats, rum, russia, sally feild, sleep, sleep induced by pills, sleeping, slurpees, somewhere in time, southern comfort, spandau ballet, spongebob, sr-71 blackbird, stewie, stewie griffin, submission, sylvia plath, tallullah bankhead, tatoos, tegan and sarah, the brady bunch, the clash, the green man pub, the hours, the london underground, the romanov dynasty, the screen savers, the titanic, thompson twins, thunderbirds, till tuesday, time travel, tintypes, trainspoting, urban exploring, vanessa redgrave, victoria and albert museum, virgina woolf, vivian leigh, vivian vance, vodka, wheaturing heights, whitechapel market, woody allen, x planes, x-15, xb-70


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